hehe. That's exactly what I feel like doing now.

 

Float.

 

In the air, with no one to disturb the peace around you, just being by yourself, unrestricted, free to enjoy the beauty of God's creation from a different point of view.....

 

Then again,

 

There's the problem of pollution, airplanes buzzing around so not exactly the peace I was looking for.

 

heh. Imagine floating aimlessly, enjoying yourself and suddenly you get this whiff of unpleasant smells. Not very nice huh? heez *grins*

 

Ever wonder why we have to be so restricted? Rules, guidelines, social norms etc. Always the 'the xxx guidebook for dummies' and 'the complete xxx guidebook for idiots'. The oh-so-famous 'DOs' and 'DO NOTs'.  Ever get that feeling where you absolutely hATe having to watch your every movement, every action for fear of stepping over one of those boundaries? Sigh. How I admire those rebels.....hehe....

 

Maybe I'll just be a hippie. Think coconut trees, living off the land, hammocks, sleeping under the stars, surfing.

 

Hmmmmm....sounds good.

 

(Then again) The air con and civilisation sounds good too. hehe. What with global warming and everything. hehe. I guess the air con wins....

 

 

lalala.

 

 

As the heading goes,

 

*bleah*

 

haha. Dunno where that came from. *grins*

 

Didn't mind studying after my nice break. Seem to have the momentum thingy going strong. hee. Let's just see how long this would last. Anyway, my friend would be down in Spore for two weeks (!) so there would be distractions at hand. Right now, I have to choose between going out for a birthday dinner, playing softball and preparing for my fm mock exam on Thursday.

 

Tough choice?

 

Guess what I chose.

 

*drum roll*

 

 haha. Those who know me well enough would know that I haven't decided yet and would make up my mind on the spot. hee. *grins*

 

Reason for being online despite momentum?

 

hee. Photos. I have to upload the photos from the Spore trip for my parents. Apart from getting stuck doing fm and losing the whole feeling of trying to figure out questions because I don't even understand the question itself.(how pathetic can someone get? hehe)

 

lalala *green monster dancing*

 

*bleH* to those who dohn understand the green monster thing. hehe. I shall keep you out of it!!!! muaaaahahahahaha. I am so evil. hee.

 

 

The power of the search engine and the internet is amazing.

 

Blogs are pretty amazing too (which includes spaces)

 

My friend just got whacked (!) thoroughly by overly sensitive people who can't just open up their minds a little and accept critism. Haihz. I can't believe it. Can't these people get a grip? I mean, this is a free country and everyone's allowed to have their views. So what's the big deal? Someone didn't like your production so be it! Let it go! Are they gonna force everyone to absolutely LOVE their production? Even if they DID put in effort and time? Sigh. Human nature that expects people to appreciate what they have done just because they slogged. Too bad it isn't THAT good. Those people better live with it.

 

Haihz.

 

That's out.

 

I just came back from a really good break with my mom and she just flew off today. Something absolutely troubling happened today too. I almost lost my wallet. Its here with me now (sitting beside me!). But I almost lost it forever. Thank God for good, kind souls. I never felt so freaked. Ever. This time I really feel God's blessing and protection over me (and my stuff too! hee)

 

Okay. The thing was I put my wallet in the back pocket of my jeans and it fell out (I know I'm not supposed to do that but yeah....yada yada yada) So then we had to call the hotel to contact the taxi driver who contacted me and sent it over just now. I am SO relieved. I felt so freaked I felt like crying.

 

*Btw, thanks to that special someone out there who was there for me!*

 

Anyway, now that I've calmed down, its back to reality, and work.

 

Sigh

 

Grateful.

 

Blessed I am.

 

Feel so thankful. I thank God for many things that happen in my life but sometimes I tend to miss out the small little details. So when I take time to reflect, I chance upon these little stuff and start feeling thankful that there's always someone out there for me. Caring for me. Looking out for me.

 

God has put many people in my life and I'm thankful for all of them especially those who I hold close to my heart. Remembering that these people care makes me all the more grateful and thankful to God for knowing my needs. *grins* I'm feeling good today and thought might just post it since my previous entries aren't really on a pleasant tone. hahaha.

 

Then again, it might be due to:

 

the 5 hours of sleep i got since i came back from school

 

i finished reading the entire bible today (mission accomplished! Yay!)

 

the gp mock exam is over (even though there's one more)

 

the amount of food in my cupboard

 

i'm skipping school tomorrow

 

i stayed in school long today

 

 

hehe. I'm just happy. lalala. Now let this joy spread!

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously think I'm going crazy.

 

Yes.

 

Going nuts

 

Loco.

 

Siao.

 

Mental.

 

Deranged.

 

Retarded.

 

Gila.

 

Someone please help me.

 

I need to do something. I need to get out of this...this...*grunts*

I can't even find the words to describe it. All I know is that I wanna get out. I want my life back again. I want to get it over and done with.

 

Sigh

haha.

 

You guessed it. I'm bored. Again. hahahha.

 

Dohn feel like studying la. I could always blame the weather, the 3 hrs of sleep I got last night, the deprivation of my one hourly One Tree Hill yesterday, the amount of work I got done yesterday, the amount of time I have tomorrow since I'm skipping school....the list goes on and on.

 

Funny how we always can come up with excuses to avoid doing stuff we dohn like but when it comes to stuff we like, its a whole different (dissimliar?....gp vocab sucks) story. We love making up excuses for everythng in this darn world and expect everything to go our way. The micro view is sooooo limited and restricted compared to the macro view of God's ultimate plan for us. Somehow its always easier to look at things from our selfish way rather than allow things to go God's way and just relax, knowing He'll take care of everything.

 

Sigh.

 

This is still not working

 

I am still bored.

 

Maybe I shall go sleep.

 

*yawn*

Whee!

 

I just finished two quite badly done reviews (who cares! I can't think properly la...hehe.*grins*) and now I'm only left with 5 essay outlines to do.

 

Deadline: Tomorrow

 

haha. Lots of time? I shall do it after dinner la.

 

Went for the Invisible God seminar yesterday and I thank God for letting Eunice sign me up for it. I was truly blessed by it and I feel quite freed from some stuff in my life. Just have to trust God to nudge me when I'm going wrong and bring me back to the path I should have followed long ago. Now lets just hope I stick to the path and not go astray again. Sigh. Its a whole load of hard work. Life is never easy.

 

Free.