I get forced to write.

 

Sigh

 

Anyway....

 

SHE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!

 

Yupyup. That's the good news. Now its much cheaper to communicate (Yes siree!!!!) plus dad pays the phone bills over here. WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!! *jumps for joy with piggy*

 

I got a new cushion like thingy for christmas. The thing about it is that its PINK. Bright PiNK!

 

Anyway so yeah, you can guess what his name is.....*jeng jeng jeng*

 

PINKY!!!!!!!!!!

 

hahha. It kinda looks like a gun where the tail acts as the trigger and the legs as the holder. Not bad huh? Needless to say I ran around the house shooting everyone with my Pinky until they kinda got fed up of me. hehe. *grins* Oh boy I am such a kid. haha. But I dohn care. lalala. Oh yeah, after scrutinizing Pinky for awhile I realised that it has stripes!!!!!!! And so, I have come to the conclusion that my christmas present is so not a doggy cushion but a zebra gun!!!!!!!!!!! hahhaha. The things I have to resort to doing since I have not much of a life left after A's. heh.

 

I carried Pinky around the house for the rest of the day.

 

*bleah*

 

I realised I use a lot of '*bleah*' and *lalala*. Hmmmm....I seem to have limited vocab too!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAarrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGHhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! *sobs* I am so bored.

 

Bored

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Bosan

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*doink doink* What starts with a 'P' and ends with a 'G'?

 

Ans: Piong Piong Piong

 

Some stupid song I made up to entertain somekid one day when we were out shopping with her mum. hehe. I kidna like playing with kids. The thing is, they don't really judge you (unless you do something to them or dohn treat them well la obviously) and they make friends qithout any qualms. The innocent childlike looks I get and the gurgling laugh of kids can make my day. I love kids. Mind you, I mean little children not baby goats here. hehehehe. Must clarify knowing my oh-so-crappy friends. hehe. Kids (children, not the goats) are sooooooo cute! Especially the younger ones when their cheeks are still puffy and all and oh-so nice to pinch! hhaha. However, kids these days have changed. They are SMARTER!!! AAARrrrrrrrGGGGGHhhh!!!!!!! No longer can I trick them for they see through almost everything!!!!!!! Hmmph! There was once when I was teasing this little girl in the playground and she started calling me names and insulting me!!!!!!!! WWWuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttttt???????? I was soooooooooo shocked la. I tell you, this kid had too much tv. Sigh. The things television does to little children. Who knows what the waves can to do to the little blobs of grey mush in their heads? Probably make it change colour. hahhahaha.

 

Enough about that. I realised I was getting quite sadistic. hehe. Anyway, I'm going to genting tomorrow with some of my sec school friends. hehe. Should be fun. Kinda looking forward to it (Not as if I have a lot to look forward to anyway...hehe) and yeah..........I'm also going down to Singapore on the 4th if everything goes to plan lo.

 

Laziness sweeps through me and I dohn feel like writing anymore.....................................

Gosh.

 

I'm home. Again. After a trip to Christmas Island. I'm home! whee!

 

And yet I cant wait to get out again. hehe. My next trip will be to Genting on 31st dec. WheE!!! Yet another New Year not spent with my family or at church considering how I spent last year's celebration in the mrt after a long day's walking with Huong and Chii. hehe. *grins* Anyway, hopefully this year's will be more eventful. heh.

 

*bleah*

 

To someone, I'm missing you right now as you enjoy your trip in Bangkok. Why do we always have such horrible timing? Sometimes I wish things were much easier and we could spend more time together but somehow the timing is always wrong. Maybe this would make the short times we get to spend together a little more precious and valuable. Maybe it'll make us treasure every mintue we get together more. You think?? Anyway, whatever it is, I can't wait for you to come back. And I can't wait till I go down to Singapore in January. WheeEEeeEE!!!!!!! We shall get to spend time together then!!!!!! YaY! Hmmmm...you might be busy with assignments and all but who cares?????? hehe. *smiles to self*

 

Anyway, christmas this year was certainly different. Different in a sense that my family 'broke' tradition and we didn't attend the annual Koh fmaily gathering. It seems that this year's gathering was somewhat quiet due to many familes going off on holidays. hehe. So we didn't miss much la I suppose.  *grins* Plus, my presents are supposingly safely deposited somewhere in one of my Uncle's house so yeah, Wheee!!!!!!!!! Christmas this year was also without the fancy food namely the lamb, turkey etc. Instead we had potato crisps and bread and wafers. hehhe. Certainly a nice change? haha. For once I didn't feel 'christmas-y'. The whole mood thingy just wasn't really there. Maybe its beacuse I'm growing up? Or its because I went on holiday? Or because I've left home for awhile? I don't know and actually quite interested to find out why. Sigh. I read some people's blogs and found out that they too didn't have that kind of 'christmas' feeling (or 'gan jue' as I would put it hehe). Whatever it is, I think its time for people to draw themselves away from the whole commercialism of Christmas. People should take time and reflect on why Christmas really existed in the first place instead of hurrying around buying presents, getting trees up, decorating houses, baking etc etc etc. Once people get caught up, many get stressed and frazzled leaving the whole meaning of Christmas behind. Its kinda sad actually when thinking of what Christmas has become to a large part of the world.

 

Aiyah.

 

Too lazy to write anymore.

 

Ciaoz

 

Prom is over.

 

Zoo outing is over.

 

Going home.....

 

Usually people can't wait to go home but at this point of time, half of me wants to stay here while the other half feels otherwise. Now I kinda feel sad. Sad to leave everything and just retain all these memories I have collected in the past one and a half years here in Singapore. I'll miss my tpjc batch...Eunice, Mong, Jamie, Gracie, Julian and not-to-be-forgotten Yang Bo. Sigh. I'll miss our nightly talks, mamak-ing sessions, laughing and crapping after dinner sessions, teasing each other with the only two guys in our batch sessions, studying together in my room sessions, complaining sessions, laughing at Mr Ng during general meetings sessions etc etc etc.

 

I moved out of hostel yesterday.

 

I lay down on my bed for the last time, cleaned the bathroom for the last time, sat at my table writing for the last time and finally closed the door of C15 for the last time. Just doing all those made many memories sweep through my mind and it made me want to cry. I held back the tears though for I had to return Grace's cd and can't do it with puffy eyes and all. At night, I released it all and let go. I just let myself feel sad and i cried. Cried for all the people and times that I'll miss dearly.

 

Sigh.

 

Now comes the time where I have to decide when I'm going home.

 

I hate this. I hate leaving.