I got the acceptence letter yesterday from NTU. I got into accountancy. Given that I don't even remember what I applied for, I guess its okay la. Anyway, I'm still waiting to hear from NUS.

 

 

*panic*

 

 

I just realised something yesterday while surfing. In order to apply for financial aid for NUS, I have to send in my application form by 1st April or something like that. Its April 26. I'm 25 days late. I am so doomed. The thought of not going to the Uni I want to go just because I screwed up my FA application is worrying....and scary...and unpleasant. Sigh. Why?!!! Why do I always have to put myself through such torture? Oh well, I've already emailed them and I'm still waiting for a reply. I'm always hoping there are other alternatives. *whines hopefully* To those who intend to lecture me, I've already punished myself enough so yeah, take the hint.

 

 

 

Maybe I really am a silly billy?

Okay, I wasn't being fair when I said all those stuff that day but as I said, I wasn't in the best of moods and I needed an outlet. Oh well, jamming with the rest of the band yesterday was remedy enough for me. It was nice playing for God again although I kinda walked away from the practice session with 3 very wounded fingers. Ouch! I seriously need more practice but it was worth it. Playing in a group really beats bass-ing on your own. Especially since your instrument is more of an accompaniment instrument and doesn't exactly sound very nice by itself unless you're a pro which in this case, I am so not a pro la. hehe *grins*

 

Even typing is painful now so I shall stop here. Shall I go swimming later? Haihz...lazy la...but...

 

 

 

I shall decide later. hehe

 

 

 

 

That entry wasn't to bang anyone or to 'shoot' anyone. I was merely releasing my frustrations and you guys may very well know that typing fingers may run just like how tongues can run when one is not exactly in the best of moods. If I have hurt anyone, you're just too perasan and should stop thinking that everyone is writing about you. Other than that, statements I made also might not be entirely true. It is, after all, my own blog and I shall dictate what I can or cannot say. So there.

FRAZZLED.

 

 

My friend who is supposed to go on a trip to Lang Tengah with me and some other people has suddenly canceled on me. Just right after I've done the booking. Now I'm looking for a replacement but was quite put out when I recieved the message. The thing is, this is not the first time my friend has done that to me. I guess I can say that I'm already quite used to it happening and probably should have expected it to happen this time round anyway but still I continue to invite my friend for different things/events. Why do I put myself through such things? Should I give up and not bother to invite my friend anymore? Or should I keep trying? I don't know what to do and yeah, I always end up like that. Some tell me not to bother anymore and just NOT invite 'those kind' of people anymore but I don't feel right about it. Then again, there isn't many other people who would go on a trip with me. The most frequently used excuse would be the money issue. It's always easy for them to tell me that they have no money but come on la, I know who to ask and it's not like you're living in extreme poverty anyway. ( Please excuse me, I might be too general and make sweeping comments but I don't exactly care at the moment. I'm just quite frustrated. I am also not targeting anyone so please DO NOT perasan.)

 

Okay, granted, not everyone has the same thinking as me but hey, am I the only one here? I was told by my dad to enjoy what I can now and I can always earn back the money I've spent. What's the use of saving the money and having the money in the future when you can't even use it to experience stuff in your old age? For example, bungee jumping (the real one, not the inverted one..hehe) might be costly but hey, you're only young once and I don't suppose you can go bungee jumping at the age of seventy? Even though you have a lot of money, you can't use it! So may as well take advantage of my youth here and experience many things while I have the time now. So many people have told me to try new things while I'm free because once you go off to Uni, you'll be busy with assignments and holidays are used up for internships, attachments etc. After Uni, you'll go into the working world and it will never stop until you retire at an old age. By that time, you can't do much except sit at home, sipping a cup of English tea.

 

The main thing that frustrates me is that I don't mind doing all these things but I DO MIND doing it alone!!! I don't want to be relieving nice memories by myself!!!!! It's always nice to have a companion. At least one would be good too. Of course it'll be nicer and more fun if there are more people but so far there's not much choice!!!!!!! And so I try to make do with what I have.

 

 

Therefore I have come to the conclusion that

 

 

 

 

 

Poeple are busy. People have no money. I just have to face the facts.

 

 

 

 

Period.

lalala....So happy today....

 

 

Still so happy. Got to go out with Anna, drove my grandmother safely and lalala.... I'm just happy la. It could also be due to the spillover effect. hehe. Not really the spillover effect in the economic sense but the spillover effect as in the joy spillover from yesterday to today!!!! hahaha. *grins*

 

 

 

*grins even more*

 

 

 

I am so happy.

 

 

 

 

*hugs*

HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

 

Wanted to post this yesterday but was too zonked out by the time I came home. hehhe *grins* I attended the RBS 2006 graduation night yesterday at PJGH and it was rockin'!!!!!! I totally enjoyed myself. hehehe. So sorry to some of the RBS-ers this year if I did not pay much attention to your I'm-sure-they're-absolutely-wonderful performances but I couldn't resist standing outside the hall talking to my friends who I haven't seen in like ages!!!!! It was so cool...At first I only saw a couple of my RBS batch mates but towards the end of the night, more and more started to pop up like mushrooms springing up during spring...hehhee. You can just imagine those cute little cartoon-y sounds when mushrooms pop up. hehehe. *bloop* *bloop* *pop* haha. *grins* SO cute... I am so happy. It was worth missing 3 of my tv shows that I ususally watch...hehe.

 

 

It was nice catching up with one another, finding out that more and more are going overseas. Kinda miss those times we had back up there in Camerons. The captain ball games, the morning jogs, the toilet cleaning, the worship sessions...a lot la. Just watching the multimedia presentation that the RBS-ers of this year put up made me miss RBS 04 even more. What a sap pot I am. *bleah* Sigh. *smiles dreamily* But now, everyone is going their own separate ways and yeah, maybe 20 years down the road when we're old peeps we'll go for another RBS graduation (if they still have it..hee *grins*) and meet each other and catch up on each other's lives. That'll be nice.

 

Anyway, back to the main event...It was erm...nice la. I mean, I would always say that our year was the best I've ever been but then again I've only been to two graduations so far and I was graduating that year? hehee. Biased opinion. But seriously, the hall was too small and many people cramped outside (not that they minded I think, hehe, because that way we can talk while the other people stay inside to listen to the speeches and stuff...haha *paiseh*) plus we couldn't really hear the music so it was kinda blah. Despite all that I'm sure the graduating batch enjoyed themselves thoroughly (who wouldn't? hehe) and yeah, lots of tears were shed and hugs given and all... Another thing, I kinda hoped the worship would be more lively you know? But it was kinda reflective and sap and slow....but quite okay la...

 

 

So yeah...the evening was great and now, I have more things to do!!!! Yay! Praise be to God...*jumps for joy* Going out later.....

 

 

 

lalala

 

 

 

VERY DULL....

 

 

 

 

I'm bored. Miserably bored.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Someone entertain me please.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*gasp*

How I wish the 'jamming' meant playing some instrument with my mates in a studio or in church and having fun. Instaed, I was stuck in an hour and a half TRAFFIC JAM all the way from Damansara to Tun Razak in the pouring RAIN. It was not just any rain but a THUNDERSTORM. Sigh. I was inching for like more than an hour and it was quite horrible. Just sitting in the car alone with nothing to do and no one to talk to was seriously boring. I looked around me and...hehe *chuckles* started taking pictures in the car. hahhaha. Since there wasn't anyone to be photographed, I willingly volunteered myself! hahahah. Narcissist I know but what to do? Too bored...hahahah. Anyway, after about an hour or so, something really weird happened. I saw this guy walking in the rain with a black umbrella and stopping at different cars to talk to the drivers. The funny thing is that, after he talked to them, the cars started reversing or just made a U-turn (on the road itself!) and went back the same way we came from. Basically they were driving in the wrong direction la! I was like wwwwwwuuuuuuuttttttt?????!!!!!!!! So I called my parents to ask if I should follow suit. haha. Kinda scared my parents out there.

 

 

My dad asked me to park at the side of the road while he figures out where I was. At that time, I looked back and there were NO CARS!!!!! behind me on the road that I was on. I mean, there were so many cars in front of me but behind me was empty! Everyone had either reversed or turned around! Gosh, and to add to that shock, I saw smoke coming out from the front of my car. hahah.*panic* I prayed and yeah, saw the road starting to clear and decided to just move along and see what happens. It was relatively clear after that and the place which I expected to jam up wasn't jammed up. It was super clear la! Haihz. Malaysian roads are seriously unpredictable. This is seriously one weird day.

 

 

Starting in the morning.

 

 

Morning: I got an email in the morning (when I just got out of bed) asking me to go for a job interview later in the afternoon at 1! Since I woke up quite late (hehe) I would have to leave my house immediately if I didn't want to get stuck in a traffic jam and so I went. Got there on time and the job is pretty weird because the place is in Taman Tun and the job itself wasn't exactly what I was looking for. THey required me to work full Saturdays and half Sundays which means I have no weekend left and I would have to take the car or else inconvenient my aunty who by coincedence lives veyr nearby. I kinda discussed it with my mom and I guess I won't be taking the job since it's so far and all. Why can't places like AMPANG have interesting jobs like this? All the jobs are so super boring like admin or retail. *bleah* Why can't they open a branch in Ampang which I can go work there?! Why? Why? Why? Many interesting jobs I've found are always far from home. Sighs.

 

 

*bleah to all these people*

 

 

Haihz. Enough la before I start getting boring....Here are some of the pictures from my "photo shoot" hehe. *grins*

 

 

 

 

 

 

I recently read in the newspaper an article on peeping toms here in Malaysia and in Singapore. Apparently these perverts will stick their head under the door or slide a mirror into the cubicle or steal girls panties from their rooms. Ewwwwwww~ If anyone dares to stick his pervertic head under MY cubicle while I'm doing my business or showering or anything, I'll give him a good kick in the face and I mean it!!!!!! Not only that, I'll try and slam the door on his face and give his balls a good smashing up once I get outside. We'll see how far he can run then. hehehehe. I am evil. But seriously lo, these people need a real tight slap or maybe even a few tight slaps. Its totally disgusting la. Not only they're doing something WRONG, they leave a bad impact on the girl. She might be even traumatised for life! She can get overly paranoid after that incident too which marrs her for life...*bleah* Horrible horrible terrible peverts.

 

Anyway, the incidents reported in the newspaper were NUS's RH and NTU's hall 8 and 14. SSccccccaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrryyyyyyy....*shudders* Anyone in those halls? Better watch out ya? hehe. Or maybe we girls should bring a pair of heels in the toilet with us so that we can step on the darn guy's face if we happen to see one in the wrong place a.k.a. under the toilet door. hahhaha. Heels can be lethal you know. *grins* Some girls apparently ask their boyfriends to keep watch outside the toilet door while they shower. hehe. Like bodyguard only. hee Minus the pay though. hahhaha. *grins* Maybe these hormones-overflowing guys should be tracked down! and be locked up away forever.....hahhaa...Kidding. I mean, they should have at least some security cameras around with some SECURITY people looking at the cameras so that they can chase those stupid guys away from the bathroom as soon as they see them going in...Of course the cameras should also be placed as such so that the privacy of us girls will not be disturbed? hehehe...We, the female species are always so demanding. hahahaha...*paiseh* It's like the feminist thingy and yet we still want guys to be gentlemen. You know, the opening of the doors, stuff like that. Star treatment I call it. hehhehe...

 

 

So yeah, careful ya? Those people on campus right now having exams. And to those guys out there: It's exam period now and overly stressed females can prove to be quite dangerous so BEWARE!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

hehe.

Its Easter and my brother is on his way back to camp now while I sit here in front of the computer typing away. I got a lot of thoughts swimming inside my head now and yet I can't place them properly. I can't catch hold of a thought and think through it properly. Feel quite dazed now.

 

 

Going to perhentian next month hopefully. Ahhh!!~ A nice holiday will be good. Nothing to write la. Will come back after I've sorted out my thoughts properly.

Other than the near miss accidents happening lately, my life has been dreadfully dull over the past few weeks. Nothing much has happened and yeah...*screeches to a stop*

 

 

Oh wait.

 

 

There is a bit of news. haha *grins evilly* But it's all gossip la... I know its not good and all but who cares? Not that a lot of people reaed what I write anyway. hahahhaa....My brother is back for Easter...*drum roll* and he brought back a girl with him!!!!!!! hahahhaa. Don't mind me but I find it super weird and my friends around me are of the same mind as well. I mean, how many girls (not only from NS) will follow a guy back to his house and stay over for a couple of days? This is my first in my 18 years of life. hehe. AND...I'm enjoying myself teasing him (at home and at church events-->its easter!) hahaha. I am super evil I know but I can't help it. Evil older sisters of the world unite!!!! *grins* She is a wonderful shock though...quite domesticated I must say and amazingly helpful around the house. Thus, I am not complaining since she helps out with the dishes as well (my chore around the house other than being my sister's personal chauffer). lalala. Too bad she's going home tomorrow and I'll have to help my mom cook and do the dishes on my own again. *bleah*

 

 

On a different note, tomorrow is Easter!!! So far I've been enjoying the events this occasion brings. Usually Easter is pretty low-key but this year happens to have more events. Yay! Had some egg painting party with my little cousins and omg! they are soooo cute!!! I became the tickling monster and chased them around the house. It was fun. Most fun I've had in a long time. Staying at home with nothing much to do except housework is becoming increasingly mundane. Might even grow some mould on my body at some point of time. This would explain why I blog hop a LOT but seldom write anything here. hehe. Unless I go against the government's anti-piracy campaign and blog about what other people are blogging. How un-original. How unlike myself. hahahhaa. I can already hear my friends gagging when they read this. hee hee. Aiya, must give the oh-so-free-and-oh-so-bored girl a chance la. hehe. Unless you want to entertain me? Give me a call.

 

 

 

haha. *grins*

 

 

My first knock.

 

 

*bang!*

 

That was the sound I heard when my car reversed into another car parked illegally at the side of the driveway at 6 in the morning when the sky is still dark and the birds are yet asleep. My mum's bumper almost fell off and in the dim light, I didn't see any scratch on the Waja I bumped into or at least I hope that the lack of sunlight did not affect my eyesight whatsoever at that moment. hehe. *grins*

 

Anyway, now that my first bump is over...time for more bumping!! hahahha. Just kidding. I don't have that sort of bread to contribute to the mechanics everytime I bang into something. haha. Besides, Malaysian drivers are quite horrible and they do NOT pay any attention whatsoever to that lovely-oh-so-big 'P' sign that you worked so hard to get (I mean, it's not easy waiting for your turn during the testing day ya? hehe). They are really future tailors man. Weaving in and out of the lanes as if they are the only car on the road. Of course I shall not forget those kind souls on the road who actually are big-hearted enough to let you turn in when all other cars zoom past as if your dilemma of turning into a building is none of their business. I mean, ya la, it is NONE of their business but please la...pity the 'P' driver who is just only learning the ropes of dangerous Malaysiuan driving. We are not expert racers yet you know? Blehh *sticks out tongue*

 

 

On another note, the more visits I pay to my grandmother's house, the larger my waistline is going to be. Haihz. I should seriously learn how to control myself. But the food is so yummy!!!!!! No Peklyn, No! If you don't want to grow any more fatter than you already are, you better stop!!! But ah mah won't be there forever!!! May as well eat while I can right??? *looks pleadingly* Fine, just a little but then, but remember to work it off!!!!

 

 

Haha. The arguments that go on in my head and the hungry one always wins of course. *girns* But the working it off part.....*drifts off*  *grins*

I guess I need a great big piece of it. I think I'm getting to cocky lately....getting too big for my boots as people put it and yeah, I need to eat some humble pie. Its not that I want to be cocky or anything but sometimes I feel myself 'kembang-ing' so to speak. Sigh. Can't help it la and trying to get myself back down to earth before God pokes me with a gigantic pin so that I'll come down. The thing is that I'm afraid that I'll come down hard to the ground and get wounded instead of softly floating down gently. I scared I'll get hurt. I don't want to get hurt. I don't want the scar on my heart. But how would I learn then? Is there a less painful way? Is there an easier way? How I wish I could just program myself like how a programmer programs his computer. THat way I can do make mayself a better person without having to go through all the hurts in life. I wish I could just use the anti-virus program to erase and eradicate all the unwanted viruses in my system. All the trojan horses and the worms could just be deleted with a few clicks. How I wish life was easier and yet all these hurdles that I go through would, in the future, make me a better and much more whole person. I would turn out to be stronger than before. I'm just scared of the process. I don't know what God has in store for me. I don't know what way He would use to teach me this lesson of humility. This is not humanely possible. I need God to instill in me a humble heart and a teachable spirit. I need the divine power of the Lord to help me. I can't do this on my own. I need some help. And yet, I do not like sitting around doing nothing. I always want to be part of the goingons. I always want to be involved. I should learn to sit back and observe. I should learn to listen and not speak. I should learn many things. Many things I have yet to learn and yet why am I not learning them? I need time. I need some space. I need God.

My mistake.

 

 

hehe.

 

*grins*

 

 

*grins even more*

 

 

Its not a little pink card but a BLUE one! YaY!!! Ladies and gentlemen....*drum roll*

 

 

 

I CAN DRIVE!!!!!!!!!! LEGALLY!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!

 

 

 

Woohoo! woot~ and to celebrate, I am allowed to drive to church tomorrow!!!! Much to the disappointment of my dear brother who is home for the weekend. hahahaha. *evil laugh* (I asked first!) Happy....

 

 

Happy but tired....*yawn* Feel like sleeping la but its still early! hee....

 

Ice Age 2 is suuuuupppppppeeeeerrrrrrrr duuuuuuuuppppppeeeeeerrrrrrrr cute! hahaha..the little scrat is soooo cute la! Always trying to get his acorn. hahaha. Okay, better stop before I turn this entry into an Ice Age 2 spoiler. hehe. Anyways, yeah....bro is home with lots of stories about camp and stuff. He's been away for what, two weeks? and already so many stories. haha. I shudder to think of the amount he would spill on us all when he comes home for real. *shudders* hahaa. But its nice to have that skinny tall guy back in the house mainly because I can laugh at his shaven head. haha. Boy am I evil. (can't help it! I'm his sister!!! whee hee) Now to end off with one of his-already so sian-cheers:

 

Abang Botak,

Abang Botak,

Nyek Nyek Nyek Nyek,

Handsome nyer!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

Tee hee hee...